To purge? Or not to purge?
A trying question that I struggle to ponder sanely.
To choose to understand an unwarranted outburst of pent up and misdirected anger and hate
and take said hurtful, ice cold words like a man,
like a stark and stoic human being incapable of feeling.
Attempt to understand?
to understand or feel?
To feel and feel hurt despite those harsh words not being wholly meant for you but said to you intently all the same.
To switch off and ignore?
Ignore what was said because you know it wasn’t meant for you.
But it still hurts as if it was.
To purge or not to purge?
I choose not to purge.
I choose not to fight back.
I am the better person.